I TALK IN MY OWN MIND;

08 December 2009 @ 11:04 pm

just a quick tiny happy thought to boost my morale to continue living in my sickly body,
another 6 more months to my big twenty-first(!) and i think mommy might just get me a new phone-
either an iPhone or better still, my BB Tour since i'm not requesting/planning for a full-blown party. so passe. no offence.
but it's really not my kinda thing. little things make me happy. maybe i can ask daddy to sponsor a little trip to BKK? or...Langkawi? pls pls pls jesus.

and plus, we (meaning mommy, L and i) might be going together to alter our IDs for real (:
whoopie! no more ugly irksome chinese name on my pink IC! hopefully?
night!

love,
J.

Tags: yay

Current Emotion:

excited

sing me a lullaby

07 December 2009 @ 01:18 pm

BLOW WIND BLOW

WHOA the wind is huge man.
it's swishing even the thickest fabric of my curtains from my window. WHOA.
so sick of my hair. gotta go get it done soon. 2 more weeks (:
and then major full-force christmas workout- SHOPPING!
christmas celebration(s), maybe.
and perhaps L can sleepover cause parents will be going away.
really. cannot. wait.

Tags: festive seasons, yay

Current Emotion:

excited

sing me a lullaby

07 December 2009 @ 12:46 pm

no more monday blues

BOO!
can't go to work today cause had fever (previous post) yadah yadah...
so yup, too dangerous for the kiddos.
i slept majorly well from 10pm all the way till 7 this morning.
realizing that the breeze was of absolute perfection,
i went back to bed until 10++ haha.
slept a hell lot, considering i slept 3 times the whole of yestd- once in the morn (after i realized i had fever),
once in the afternoon after taking 2nd dosage of meds, and last round at night obviously.
mad cool man. plus didn't eat much at all. slept so well even on a growling tummy. epic!
i feel like a meds pack after downing 6 paracetamol pills yestd.

so much ranting about my weak body. ughh.
my fuchsia nails are still typing away.
tralala
no monday blues for me (:

" i'll be lovin' you,
forever & a day. "

Tags: voices.in.my.head

Current Emotion:

calm

Current Music: bad romance- lady gaga

sing me a lullaby

06 December 2009 @ 12:42 pm

temperature rising

i'm down again.
fever this morning at 37.9 dc
major headache.
best part, baby slept over again and mommy was telling him all about me as a baby,
giving birth to me and all...
i don't have appetite for any food. he toweled me today with cold water.
so sweet.
shopping yestd with mom and i'm happy.
bought daddy his birthday present and he liked it- picard wallet gift set (:
hope i'll be well enough for work tmr.
k i needa sleep.
happy birthday, daddy!

Tags: shopping sprees, sigh

Current Emotion:

sick

sing me a lullaby

04 December 2009 @ 09:00 pm

best time of my life

gosh i've been working so much and hard that i havent had time to catch the hills and the city episodes.
been so exhausted by nightfall that i slept by 11pm.
am lovin' my job, lovin' my babies so much and lovin' my working company.
i asked my mom a random question today,
"mommy, can i quit school and work part-time?"
hahaha.
not that i will now that i'm currently pursuing my bachelor's
but it's making me feel a little tinge of pity.
im actually having the best time of my life;
happy, income, laughter, free lunch, free snacks, adorable company...
whoever said that working life is worse than school days,
it sure doesn't apply to me.
think it's the pre separation anxiety cause i've got less than 2 weeks left at sfbh.
can't bear to leave, cannot imagine the missing and the sadness.
worse, my babies won't even care.
boo hoo.

je 'taime holidays, oui?
SHOPPING TMR(:
TGIF, major!

Tags: random, shopping sprees, yay

Current Emotion:

busy

sing me a lullaby

02 December 2009 @ 09:39 pm

pre christmas

HO HO HO!
so many people are making wish-lists and i have been making some shopping lists of my own lately.
now that i have $$$$$$$, my lists are becoming more realistic and i LOVE it (:
with christmas around the corner and it being my favourite festive season, i've been brainstorming gift ideas for family and friends.

i love white christmases. so frosty and romantic and cool.
i've realized that with L in my life now, i tend to buy him gifts and little surprises during anniversaries, birthdays, christmas without fail, but for daddy mommy and shawnny, i just cannot do the same.
i thought about it and have put myself on a mini guilt trip and i think, the reason for that is 'cause,
it's easier buying stuffs for my boyfriend cause i know him so well and i know just what he needs/wants.
i've got everything planned for our christmas celebration!
comparatively,
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET FOR MY DAD AND MOM!!!!!!
IKR. i suck as a daughter. fail to the max and i feel so bad about it. but i gave it a serious thought and
i still haven't found anything i can get for them.
my mom is the queen dowager so she is very very super fussy.
she is the hugest gift critic- she can totally say negative stuff in my face upon receiving presents.
and plus they will be away this christmas ):
but i've always wanted to get this particular shoulder massager for my parents but right now, i don't have money to.
or maybe i do. but once i get it for them, i'll be broke.
sigh. i really really wanna get it for them cause i the moment i saw it at taka, i knew i wanted to get it for them.
sigh.

CHRISTMAS WISH-LIST
1. itouch
2. balmain heels!!!! the sexxx
3. jeans. many jeans.
4. OPI and Sally Hansen's nail polish

21ST BIRTHDAY WISH-LIST
i know i know. it's still rather far away but let me dream cannnnn?
1. BLACKBERRY TOUR! my dream phone!!!
2. Chanel 2.55 handbag
3. Fendi shades
4. maybe, A CAR??!!
to be continued... L's here to cuddle (:

night!

Tags: shopping sprees

Current Emotion:

sad

sing me a lullaby

01 December 2009 @ 10:18 pm

aspirations

as a kid, i wanted to be either a writer or a teacher.
now that i AM an educator,
i'm thinking i would love to be a wedding planner (:
i'm just bored.
gdnight people with more life than i do.

Tags: boredom, random

Current Emotion:

sleepy